Want to be a bride?

Well, the time has come! Ryan proposed to me on Friday and I said YES, of course. I am excited and overwhelmed, all the dreaming of what I would do now has to actually happen. Since Ryan and I are in Texas this week I am able to take a little time to breath and let it all sink in, but I know the minute I get back it will be time to be up and running!

Let the Chaos begin!!!

Do you feel it? I do...the day that will change my life is coming. I am not sure exactly when but I know. But when I really think about it that day came a little less than 2 years ago right after I first met Ryan. It was my moms birthday, not a very enjoyable day, and I was feeling sad. I couldn't really even tell him, I sent him a text. Hey, we met on the internet, it is ok for us to text important information...so anyway back to the mooshy stuff. Ryan invited me over to hang out with him and his roommate. When I got there all was fine...watched the Ashley Simpson show on MTV with Brian...then Ryan called me into his room and I thought oh S#$t he is going to break up with me...on my mom's birthday...I sat down timidly and he brought out a piece of Birthday cake with a candle in it. I still cry thinking about it. I immediately thought wow this is so nice and then I thought I cannot let this guy go...he is it for me. Thank you Lord for the kindness and compassion that you created in Ryan and for trusting me not to take advantage of it oh and for creating diamonds...I can smell somewhere near "my precious"