9.27.2006
Fun things that make me smile
Happy things:
Ryan making cupcakes for a friend celebrating 6 months sober...this made me love him even more ( for one thing he has never baked for me so it is obvious how proud he is) and so proud of my friend.
Emily coming up and seeing my dress...it is just so fun to go to the shop with her and try it all on, the veil, the dress, the sash.
My assistant Anna...that should say it all but seriously anyone who works for themself should have a side kick to cover your toosh when you need to be out of the office!
Wireless internet...two laptops at once! fun
Family...I spent the beginning of the week sharing an office with Tam in eugene. It was really fun for us both to be in there working in our cozy pants.
Justin Timberlake...he is so bringing sexy back, especially in my car on the drives to and from my branches!
Going to the gym...no, I have not been good about going but tonight i went and my arms are tired an jellowyy...it is a little high!
Emily...this was a fun idea and I could keep going and going...
Ryan making cupcakes for a friend celebrating 6 months sober...this made me love him even more ( for one thing he has never baked for me so it is obvious how proud he is) and so proud of my friend.
Emily coming up and seeing my dress...it is just so fun to go to the shop with her and try it all on, the veil, the dress, the sash.
My assistant Anna...that should say it all but seriously anyone who works for themself should have a side kick to cover your toosh when you need to be out of the office!
Wireless internet...two laptops at once! fun
Family...I spent the beginning of the week sharing an office with Tam in eugene. It was really fun for us both to be in there working in our cozy pants.
Justin Timberlake...he is so bringing sexy back, especially in my car on the drives to and from my branches!
Going to the gym...no, I have not been good about going but tonight i went and my arms are tired an jellowyy...it is a little high!
Emily...this was a fun idea and I could keep going and going...
Fun things that make me smile
Happy things:
Ryan making cupcakes for a friend celebrating 6 months sober...this made me love him even more ( for one thing he has never baked for me so it is obvious how proud he is) and so proud of my friend.
Emily coming up and seeing my dress...it is just so fun to go to the shop with her and try it all on, the veil, the dress, the sash.
My assistant Anna...that should say it all but seriously anyone who works for themself should have a side kick to cover your toosh when you need to be out of the office!
Wireless internet...two laptops at once! fun
Family...I spent the beginning of the week sharing an office with Tam in eugene. It was really fun for us both to be in there working in our cozy pants.
Justin Timberlake...he is so bringing sexy back, especially in my car on the drives to and from my branches!
Going to the gym...no, I have not been good about going but tonight i went and my arms are tired an jellowyy...it is a little high!
Emily...this was a fun idea and I could keep going and going...
Ryan making cupcakes for a friend celebrating 6 months sober...this made me love him even more ( for one thing he has never baked for me so it is obvious how proud he is) and so proud of my friend.
Emily coming up and seeing my dress...it is just so fun to go to the shop with her and try it all on, the veil, the dress, the sash.
My assistant Anna...that should say it all but seriously anyone who works for themself should have a side kick to cover your toosh when you need to be out of the office!
Wireless internet...two laptops at once! fun
Family...I spent the beginning of the week sharing an office with Tam in eugene. It was really fun for us both to be in there working in our cozy pants.
Justin Timberlake...he is so bringing sexy back, especially in my car on the drives to and from my branches!
Going to the gym...no, I have not been good about going but tonight i went and my arms are tired an jellowyy...it is a little high!
Emily...this was a fun idea and I could keep going and going...
Fun things that make me smile
Happy things:
Ryan making cupcakes for a friend celebrating 6 months sober...this made me love him even more ( for one thing he has never baked for me so it is obvious how proud he is) and so proud of my friend.
Emily coming up and seeing my dress...it is just so fun to go to the shop with her and try it all on, the veil, the dress, the sash.
My assistant Anna...that should say it all but seriously anyone who works for themself should have a side kick to cover your toosh when you need to be out of the office!
Wireless internet...two laptops at once! fun
Family...I spent the beginning of the week sharing an office with Tam in eugene. It was really fun for us both to be in there working in our cozy pants.
Justin Timberlake...he is so bringing sexy back, especially in my car on the drives to and from my branches!
Going to the gym...no, I have not been good about going but tonight i went and my arms are tired an jellowyy...it is a little high!
Emily...this was a fun idea and I could keep going and going...
Ryan making cupcakes for a friend celebrating 6 months sober...this made me love him even more ( for one thing he has never baked for me so it is obvious how proud he is) and so proud of my friend.
Emily coming up and seeing my dress...it is just so fun to go to the shop with her and try it all on, the veil, the dress, the sash.
My assistant Anna...that should say it all but seriously anyone who works for themself should have a side kick to cover your toosh when you need to be out of the office!
Wireless internet...two laptops at once! fun
Family...I spent the beginning of the week sharing an office with Tam in eugene. It was really fun for us both to be in there working in our cozy pants.
Justin Timberlake...he is so bringing sexy back, especially in my car on the drives to and from my branches!
Going to the gym...no, I have not been good about going but tonight i went and my arms are tired an jellowyy...it is a little high!
Emily...this was a fun idea and I could keep going and going...
9.13.2006
MOM
There have been many moments in the last almost 9 years where I have ached to talk to my mom...truly ached deep inside. Right this moment I am beside myself missing her. She was my greatest support and biggest fan...even when I did not deserve it or live up to her expectations for me. Right now I know she would be so happy and so proud of me.
I have found the love I have searched for and I just want her to be here to see how he is my biggest supporter and greatest fan too.
Amazing that in the depth of sadness and missing her I am still able to love openly, risking loss. Hopeful for a future that does not include the mundane day to day interactions with my mom...this will always be the hardest thing for me to accept.
I do not want this blog to create sadness but rather to remind each of you to love deeply because there is no guarantee of time with the ones we love.
