9.13.2006
MOM
There have been many moments in the last almost 9 years where I have ached to talk to my mom...truly ached deep inside. Right this moment I am beside myself missing her. She was my greatest support and biggest fan...even when I did not deserve it or live up to her expectations for me. Right now I know she would be so happy and so proud of me.
I have found the love I have searched for and I just want her to be here to see how he is my biggest supporter and greatest fan too.
Amazing that in the depth of sadness and missing her I am still able to love openly, risking loss. Hopeful for a future that does not include the mundane day to day interactions with my mom...this will always be the hardest thing for me to accept.
I do not want this blog to create sadness but rather to remind each of you to love deeply because there is no guarantee of time with the ones we love.
# posted by Mrs.Kate.W @ 8:45 PM 
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Too bad! I'm sad! But that's because I love you so much and I want you to have your mom here. But I do know that she is sooooo proud of you and happy for you and she will be there on one of the happiest days of your life.
I cannot believe it has been nine years, it doesn't seem that long ago. I am thinking of you and em and remembering your mama.
I cannot believe it has been nine years, it doesn't seem that long ago. I am thinking of you and em and remembering your mama.
I love that sweet picture of your mom... Even though it's been as long as it has, i'm still surprised when I don't run into her when I'm home like I used to. That's the thing about life... there's sorrow and joy all mixed in one big pot... I know she wouldn't want you to love any less than 100% and I'm glad that's just exactly what you're doing...
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